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silentwaters ([personal profile] silentwaters) wrote2012-09-02 02:56 am

Fuck

I just realized the reason I have been ignoring putting the food away and have kept sitting here watching dumb late night tv/dozing off/keep sitting here is that subconsciously I've been expecting him to come home anytime like usual and I guess I've been sort of "waiting up".
then this ton of bricks was like "*WHACK* hey bitch, he's not ever coming home again, at least not to you, remember?"
aaaaaaand now in the words of Professor Farnsworth, I don't want to live on this planet anymore.