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no sooner has the smell of my bleeding heart begun to seep into the water than I am being circled by fins. they all think they are so fucking helpful. They just want to help, you know. They just want to be there for me. They just want to compliment the fuck out of me, you know, to make me feel better. They just want to offer their ears and shoulders, you know, in case I should need to lean on them. It's not that they have a crush on me or anything, it's, oh, only that they have always been DESPERATELY IN LOVE WITH ME AND WANT TO BE PART OF MY LIFE.
*sigh*
Well.
Fuckooooofff!
I've more or less chosen my confidants, and if you haven't seen a drunk or sobbing silentwaters meekly crawling up to your doorstep to ask for soul triage or passed out in a curled up ball on your couch at 3 am by now, you're prrooooobably not gonna.
Also?
NO. and how dare you, it's not like I'm... I don't know, in the midst of seriously fucking grieving or anything, right? Can't you see I'm nothing but a ball of pain?
I just want to be left alone. I'm treading water as fast as I fucking can here and you are NOT helping. Leave me. The Fuck. Alone.
Is that so fucking hard?
No but sure. please continue trying to worm your way in to my personal life.
Give me yet another reason to feel like a giant asshole when I have to finally break your poor widdle puppy dog heart.
I'm good at that whole breaking hearts thing.
Seeing as how I just had to recently look my soulmate and best friend in the face and tell him to GTFO. Oh I'm pro at this right now. This is gonna be good. Thank you for giving me another reason to feel like the biggest fucking tool on the planet.
*sigh*
Well.
Fuckooooofff!
I've more or less chosen my confidants, and if you haven't seen a drunk or sobbing silentwaters meekly crawling up to your doorstep to ask for soul triage or passed out in a curled up ball on your couch at 3 am by now, you're prrooooobably not gonna.
Also?
NO. and how dare you, it's not like I'm... I don't know, in the midst of seriously fucking grieving or anything, right? Can't you see I'm nothing but a ball of pain?
I just want to be left alone. I'm treading water as fast as I fucking can here and you are NOT helping. Leave me. The Fuck. Alone.
Is that so fucking hard?
No but sure. please continue trying to worm your way in to my personal life.
Give me yet another reason to feel like a giant asshole when I have to finally break your poor widdle puppy dog heart.
I'm good at that whole breaking hearts thing.
Seeing as how I just had to recently look my soulmate and best friend in the face and tell him to GTFO. Oh I'm pro at this right now. This is gonna be good. Thank you for giving me another reason to feel like the biggest fucking tool on the planet.
