yes...yes.... YES!
May. 29th, 2004 12:28 amAhhhhhh.
*she closes her eyes, leaning her head back and replaying scenes from the past week in her mind.... the lusty flirting, the loving closeness....the deepened bond... the delicious sex....mmmmm mmmmm mm............*
Ahh, Goddess, yes. That was just what we needed.
I will write an entry... no, probably write a few entries, about it....when I have the time to remember it in words instead of thoughts....
A whole. week. together. So lovely....*melt*
And giving him up again at the end....so... hard.
2 1/2 months, my Love....
soon this waiting and lonliness will be the exception rather than the rule....
Not that we'll be together literally all the time, or that we won't ever need some alone time but... we won't have to say goodbye for months at a time, either.
He said something a little while ago, that he feels our relationship has grown stronger than ever... I think he's right. I feel that way too.
It's a very comforting thought, even when I lay my head down on my pillow to sleep without him. I miss him so bad... but I also have an inner peace about it. I know it won't be much longer till we can create the reality we want together. We're both working so hard for it.
Besides, my little stuffed kitty that he gave me is keeping me company till he gets back.... *grin*
*she closes her eyes, leaning her head back and replaying scenes from the past week in her mind.... the lusty flirting, the loving closeness....the deepened bond... the delicious sex....mmmmm mmmmm mm............*
Ahh, Goddess, yes. That was just what we needed.
I will write an entry... no, probably write a few entries, about it....when I have the time to remember it in words instead of thoughts....
A whole. week. together. So lovely....*melt*
And giving him up again at the end....so... hard.
2 1/2 months, my Love....
soon this waiting and lonliness will be the exception rather than the rule....
Not that we'll be together literally all the time, or that we won't ever need some alone time but... we won't have to say goodbye for months at a time, either.
He said something a little while ago, that he feels our relationship has grown stronger than ever... I think he's right. I feel that way too.
It's a very comforting thought, even when I lay my head down on my pillow to sleep without him. I miss him so bad... but I also have an inner peace about it. I know it won't be much longer till we can create the reality we want together. We're both working so hard for it.
Besides, my little stuffed kitty that he gave me is keeping me company till he gets back.... *grin*