Apr. 22nd, 2004

silentwaters: (lets go for a ride)
ARRRGgghhh!!!
*moan*
I am sooooo horny and frustrated right now.
I just came 3 times in the last 20 minutes and my body still wants more.
I can't wait until Matt gets here. Ahhhh, please let it be soon!
must. have. sex!!
Rarr!!
so hot. and empty. too empty and alone. *cries*
I feel like the desert waiting for rain to make me bloom.... I feel like the hot sandy beach waiting for the tide to come in and quench my thirst, cool me off....
I feel a giant vortex of walking hormone. what is up with this? I mean, I have my horny moments, sure, we all do-- but seriously-- i want to go walk outside my door, grab the first willing person I find, and fuck them silly, and then the next person, and the next. Boy, girl, gay, straight, I don't care at this point. I'm not really a slut.... I'm just apparently being bombarded with "slut" chemicals/hormones in my adrenal system right now. This is so not a good feeling. It feels like I will never be satisfied. It makes me want to go eat lots of spicy food, since I can't have sex.
But there's no food in the world that even compares to sex, no matter how good it is.
Chocolate is not helping, either, at this point.
This is where I would call in sick from work and school for the next three days for BOTH of us, and proceed to have a sextastic marathon, coming up from the sex only to eat and go to the bathroom, or pass out all sweaty and exhausted a few hours at a time.

I am seriously going to fuck Matt(in a nice, loving way) in the parking lot of the airport. Matthew, my heart, do you hear me? You and me, airport parking lot. I need your sexy bod. please, please pleeeese? I'm cleaning out my station wagon before-hand, and covering the windows with blankets. Pussy Wagon indeed.
mmmmrrrrrr.
I hope He doesn't mind too much, when I go through these phases.
Matthew dear, I love you sooo much. I love you as a person, and as my best friend, and I respect you and I love having deep and meaningful conversations with you, and just hanging out on the couch and doing nothing with you, or taking long road trips with you, or eating at denny's with you, or riding bikes with you, and just having life with you in general.
But sometimes I just want to tie you to the bed for a few days and use you for copious amounts of physical pleasure. okay? can we do that? even when we get old? because.... damn. I really can't even contain myself right now, I want you so bad.
No sex toy can even help me out right now. I want to smell your sweat. I wanna feel your warm skin on mine-- hear you breathe-- I want to taste you- rrargh!
this feeling is so--
--frustrating!
I'm so horny..... I just... I want there to be 20 Matts in my room right now so you can all gang-bang me. I want you in my mouth, in my ass, in my pussy.
I want you to take me roughly, I want you to fuck me like you'll never get to fuck me again, up against the wall, bent over the desk, upside down on the bed, tie me up, hold me down, cover me with your desire.... I want you to bite me and grip me with your hands.... I want to feel your sweat drip onto my back, I want you to knead my breasts with your lovely, just slightly rough hands, they are always so good to me....mmmm... they always know just what to do... I love to feel your hands roving up and down my body..... ahhh..... I want you to tease my nipples with your teeth....lick me like you do so well...*melts just thinking about your tongue* .....I want you to hold me tight against you while you pump me full of your thick rock hardness.... unngh. Oh, god, I miss you holding me... I need you to hold me close when we come, I need to something to grip when I'm falling....I need you to catch me.... let me down easy.... don't leave me alone...
Gah! I can't take this anymore.... I am never going to let myself think about sex again!
I miss you too hard when you're gone....
*runs off to take a COLD shower*

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