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I am so goddamn sexy right now it almost hurts.
I mean, I do not think of myself as a "sexy girl" generally-- I don't fit the playboy model of perfectly airbrushed thighs, pert, firm breasts with cute, tiny nipples, flat sexy stomach, etc.

But I have wide, deep, dreaming eyes.... a slow, satisfied smile..... well-fucked hair..... a slight pink flush to my skin.....moist lips.... dangerously curvy hips...... slick, wet dark curls that glisten with recent memories of you.... the musky, delicious scent of a Woman.....
Ohh yes.... I am sexy.

If any other human soul could feel what it feels like to be me, I think they would be in an enlightened state of Orgasm, which is like the enlightened state of Nirvana, only, as a pleasant side effect of Orgasm, you do not cease to exist.
You only become a softer, more relaxed, glowing version of yourself.

I wish you were here right now!! To feel..... like this.... and not be able to.... to share the wonder of it with you..... *soft sigh*
.... the smell of you.... the feel of your skin, frustratingly keeping you in your body-- the deep digging of my fingers in your back as I try to ignore the skin and merge with you anyway....
Dear Goddess, for this mystery I thank you.

Ahh, my Love, my heart, my soul, my song, my lust, my need, my ache, my Desire.....
.....Just 13 days now....